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Monday, June 18, 2012

best friend???boy friend??

Fall in love with best friend...is it okay?????like you've been with him for about 5 years....as a friend...but suddenly,he come back to you...and u saw him grown up...from childish....to more matured....from little kid,be more handsome....so,how's your feeling...even wen you're with him,when you saw him close to any other girl,u'll be jealous.....so,what's the meaning by that....even though that he's just ur friend......hmmmmmm...okay out of topic op MBLAQ-ing.....

Friday, June 8, 2012

my life at KMPP

Today....my officially 2nd week on KMPP....ah....so hard.....TBH,i have lot of things to say regarding to my 2 weeks in KMPP...
1)homesick-just tell me,who never got homesick in their life????i've never been apart from my family....i lived with my family for about 17 years....only apart from them for camping....that only takes about 3-5 days....but now,i have to be apart from my family for about a year....thinking bout it,how can i do it???but still,so hard for me if i think about 1 year....it's easy to think about how many weeks do i have to be here...it's faster tho....seriously....(and thinking of when will MBLAQ comeback..)..tbh,the reason i am here is to lose my  weight....that's the main point  beside of score 4.00 flat....and i want to surprise my family...
2)high school bestfriend,never b forever-yeah,all my members,got the same matriks....at first,we were s happy to be together in 1 place,live together,play n sleep together....but now,we realise,,we're wrong...totally wrong...everytime we meet,we will always argue....like before this,i don't know how is their real identity...u know,when u're in high school,bestfriend is everything....like,u always want to be with them...eat together,walk n shopping together....everything!u want to do with ur friend...but by knowing their true side,it makes me realise that they're not everything....they always get on my nerves....it is not that i said,all of them are totally wrong...me too,i admit,i do make some mistake..but i couldnt bear with it anymore...i just let them go...even at this time,i think i want to leave KMPP ASAP!feel like want to cry...regret....but i just think but my parents....they sent me here for me to be indipendent...for me to be excellent.....just dont bother about them...just focus on my point...OKAY????!

good luck!hwaiting!