This story as a continuation from yesterday's MBLAQ's event......as you guys know I've been waiting for them for almost 5 years already...so I think, by meeting them will make me happy *this is what I want.... But I don't know why, I feel so incomplete....something uneasy...I met them, but I feel nothing....I feels like I never meet MBLAQ before.....and after the whole day of thinking, finally I got the reason why I feel like this.... It is because of my own perception... I like MBLAQ as a whole...as 5 members...so when one of the absence, I. Felt lost...I feel this is not MBLAQ I know...4 members of male idol is not MBLAQ...MBLAQ forever 5... So I couldn't accept the fact that only 4 members of MBLAQ was there... I hate myself but that is the fact that I can't get rid of...I like MBLAQ as 5 members...I don't know what will happen if one of them leave for army...and it is always be my dream that MBLAQ will leave for army as a whole...not one by one just like super junior does...so that I don't have to wait for long enough for all of the members to finish their army...max 2. Years then they can start to promote as 5...
I really hope that next time when MBLAQ come to Malaysia, they will come as 5 members...Lee Joon...please be more active as a part of MBLAQ...please don't be like Sohee of wonder girls.... If MBLAQ lack of one member, I will totally feel lost....hmmm...
Now again one better day~ one better day~a bright tomorrow is waiting for you
Monday, August 11, 2014
Sunday, August 10, 2014
THIS IS MY DREAM
Okay........let's start with this.....emmmmmm.......I've finally meet MBLAQ in front of my own eyes...as live!!! After the whole 4 years waiting for them....but......to be honest...it didn't seems real for me....maybe because I stand too far from the stage.....or maybe they just come and leave so immediately like 20 minutes where it supposed to be an hour, or did I focus too much on my fan cam...or did I scream all the time till I lose all my concentration to MBLAQ....or maybe because it feels different since they are so many noise that I feel like listening to their song by myself makes me feel more close to them....or did I expecting much from their performance....or their singing is good enough till it feels like a recording...but whatever it is,I really hope that I can meet them someday....again...outside the concert..maybe in airport or something.... To be honest...it feels like listening to them in YouTube while reading to the lyrics makes me feel more close to them...hmmm...
Oh by the way...one of my lifetime mission has complete....so even MBLAQ come again next time, I think I will not think as hard as now...if I wanna go, then go...but if not, then it's ok....there's those time when I thought to myself "what if I die even before I ever look at MBLAQ in my own eyes", or "if I let this go, then when will I have a chance to meet them again?they soon will be in army, joon are not as active as before...and what if I can't meet them because they already disbanded??".... So if someone ask me 'did you ever meet MBLAQ before.' Then I will proudly say YES even though it is not as perfect as I think....
Well I think I will cry when they walk on the stage...but I did not..and it surprised me to be honest...because a night before, when I listen to their song 'you're my +' I did cried...because I can feel their presence near me...they're in Malaysia...in the same land as me...it feel so close till I can even feel Seungho laying beside me (don't look at me as a pervert..I didn't imagine more than that)....and I breathe the same air as them....I just live 20-30km from them...and to be honest...I cried a lot....but in reality....I have no chance to cry....I am busy with fan cam...screaming...till I have no time to be thankful for being there after 4 years of waiting....
And after I went back home...I feel regretful...why I didn't spend my time forthat 20 minutes to really appreciating since this could be my one and only moment with MBLAQ....but when I watch my fan cam again I feel like 'oh...I was there....I do call for their names...I do hear them singing live..I am the one who record this' and after that those feeling come...I feel very thankful,appreciate all of it....and regret once again...
By the way,I would like to say thanks to my friends...for helping my, accompany me to watch MBLAQ...and also my friend's sister, who drove us there....thank you soo much!!! Thank you for making my dream comes true.....
And for MBLAQ,JTuneCamp.....please do come again...you guys are always welcome here in Malaysia...
LOVE
Nadia........
Oh by the way...one of my lifetime mission has complete....so even MBLAQ come again next time, I think I will not think as hard as now...if I wanna go, then go...but if not, then it's ok....there's those time when I thought to myself "what if I die even before I ever look at MBLAQ in my own eyes", or "if I let this go, then when will I have a chance to meet them again?they soon will be in army, joon are not as active as before...and what if I can't meet them because they already disbanded??".... So if someone ask me 'did you ever meet MBLAQ before.' Then I will proudly say YES even though it is not as perfect as I think....
Well I think I will cry when they walk on the stage...but I did not..and it surprised me to be honest...because a night before, when I listen to their song 'you're my +' I did cried...because I can feel their presence near me...they're in Malaysia...in the same land as me...it feel so close till I can even feel Seungho laying beside me (don't look at me as a pervert..I didn't imagine more than that)....and I breathe the same air as them....I just live 20-30km from them...and to be honest...I cried a lot....but in reality....I have no chance to cry....I am busy with fan cam...screaming...till I have no time to be thankful for being there after 4 years of waiting....
And after I went back home...I feel regretful...why I didn't spend my time forthat 20 minutes to really appreciating since this could be my one and only moment with MBLAQ....but when I watch my fan cam again I feel like 'oh...I was there....I do call for their names...I do hear them singing live..I am the one who record this' and after that those feeling come...I feel very thankful,appreciate all of it....and regret once again...
By the way,I would like to say thanks to my friends...for helping my, accompany me to watch MBLAQ...and also my friend's sister, who drove us there....thank you soo much!!! Thank you for making my dream comes true.....
And for MBLAQ,JTuneCamp.....please do come again...you guys are always welcome here in Malaysia...
LOVE
Nadia........
Friday, August 8, 2014
Am I considered as 'so-called-junior' A+??
Whoaaa....it's been a long time since my last post...loooong loooong time ago...ah well...here I wanna tell you a story...about A+ for sure since this blog are actually for fan base blog A+ *but yeah...later I end up as my personal blog...sigh.......
Ok well...let's begin....actually it's not for the whole A+ fan club it self...*but I don't know if the worldwide fan club also like that...till now, I've never seen any...
MBLAQ finally come to Malaysia!!yeayyy!!!and yeah all of the A+ the active member, a silent member (I am one of them) , and a new member all eagerly wanting to come for their first fanmeeting in pavillion....then there's one fellow asked...'are you new A+?'...........
And my reaction like...."WHAT??!!!"....
Ok here I want to tell you everything....from the moment I know MBLAQ...I guess I have posted about it before in this blog....
We'll I didn't know MBLAQ because I like kpop and I want to like any random group....actually my friend introduce me to MBLAQ(thanks to her for letting me know how amazing they are)...we are having game in school (oct 2009)...and I asked her who is your favorite artist...and she answered 'embeekkk' and I was making joke of her because of that (I will totally kill anyone who call my MBLAQ as embeekk)...then she asked me to check on YouTube a kpop group named MBLAQ...and that was the first week of their debut...and before knowing MBLAQ, to be honest I never ever know about kpop...and then I checked on YouTube as she asked me to do....and what I saw was their debut stage at music bank *i recently found the video*....and starting by that moment, I was attracted to MBLAQ... I followed any single songs and programme they did...but.....I didn't too focused on MBLAQ*as you can see from my posts before* I am more attracted to SUJU and SHINee....MBLAQ's status in my heart by that time is the same status as VIXX in my heart by this time* I followed their activity but not so into them*...I got too excited about SUJU and SHINee until MBLAQ make a comeback with Y (as everyone know..Old MBLAQ make a comeback once a year..not like the recent MBLAQ)...and I fell for Y ....their beats was totally awesome!!!and their MV was super damn cool....and starting by that moment, I started to get into MBLAQ...I watched every single reality and variety show of MBLAQ...I downloaded every single songs of MBLAQ...I buy all MBLAQ's album (including the pricey one from Japan T.T)....and it continue until now.....
So, if you asked me 'are you new A+'....and guess what I should answer you.... I am a fan of MBLAQ since 2009...is it still consider as new??...yes you never see me in fan meet up before...since I went for only once before...for the first fan meet up...and I never saw you there....and to be honest...I didn't actually want to join any MA+ activity... I am happy as a free lancer fans...you know what I mean...I am happy if I just do everything alone...I don't want to join fan meet up for the sake of 'yeah we like the same boys and let's just be friends'....because I know malaysia's fan club did not really active during their comeback....just ask...any MA+ got 200+ email/mnet/melon for the sake of voting during their comeback??(we'll maybe 40% of them have it)...they did buy albums...but did they ever spending their time like international fans did by voting/streaming?? This is why I am more close to international fans rather than Malaysia's fans...we will share our account...and spending our time by streaming and voting...the awesome part during their comeback is, we can have a chat at MBLAQ's new MV...and if anyone ask me who is my bias...And I will answer, I have no bias since I like all of the member...I like MBLAQ as a whole (that's why I didn't agree with the sub unit idea)...I have no specific reason of liking MBLAQ...it's not because they're handsome...I just have no reason...
What I want to tell here is..it's not important whether you are senior or junior member..but the most important is you willingness of spending for them....your time and your money...if you're 'so-called-senior' but you didn't help during their comeback,then you're nothing..
Ok well...let's begin....actually it's not for the whole A+ fan club it self...*but I don't know if the worldwide fan club also like that...till now, I've never seen any...
MBLAQ finally come to Malaysia!!yeayyy!!!and yeah all of the A+ the active member, a silent member (I am one of them) , and a new member all eagerly wanting to come for their first fanmeeting in pavillion....then there's one fellow asked...'are you new A+?'...........
And my reaction like...."WHAT??!!!"....
Ok here I want to tell you everything....from the moment I know MBLAQ...I guess I have posted about it before in this blog....
We'll I didn't know MBLAQ because I like kpop and I want to like any random group....actually my friend introduce me to MBLAQ(thanks to her for letting me know how amazing they are)...we are having game in school (oct 2009)...and I asked her who is your favorite artist...and she answered 'embeekkk' and I was making joke of her because of that (I will totally kill anyone who call my MBLAQ as embeekk)...then she asked me to check on YouTube a kpop group named MBLAQ...and that was the first week of their debut...and before knowing MBLAQ, to be honest I never ever know about kpop...and then I checked on YouTube as she asked me to do....and what I saw was their debut stage at music bank *i recently found the video*....and starting by that moment, I was attracted to MBLAQ... I followed any single songs and programme they did...but.....I didn't too focused on MBLAQ*as you can see from my posts before* I am more attracted to SUJU and SHINee....MBLAQ's status in my heart by that time is the same status as VIXX in my heart by this time* I followed their activity but not so into them*...I got too excited about SUJU and SHINee until MBLAQ make a comeback with Y (as everyone know..Old MBLAQ make a comeback once a year..not like the recent MBLAQ)...and I fell for Y ....their beats was totally awesome!!!and their MV was super damn cool....and starting by that moment, I started to get into MBLAQ...I watched every single reality and variety show of MBLAQ...I downloaded every single songs of MBLAQ...I buy all MBLAQ's album (including the pricey one from Japan T.T)....and it continue until now.....
So, if you asked me 'are you new A+'....and guess what I should answer you.... I am a fan of MBLAQ since 2009...is it still consider as new??...yes you never see me in fan meet up before...since I went for only once before...for the first fan meet up...and I never saw you there....and to be honest...I didn't actually want to join any MA+ activity... I am happy as a free lancer fans...you know what I mean...I am happy if I just do everything alone...I don't want to join fan meet up for the sake of 'yeah we like the same boys and let's just be friends'....because I know malaysia's fan club did not really active during their comeback....just ask...any MA+ got 200+ email/mnet/melon for the sake of voting during their comeback??(we'll maybe 40% of them have it)...they did buy albums...but did they ever spending their time like international fans did by voting/streaming?? This is why I am more close to international fans rather than Malaysia's fans...we will share our account...and spending our time by streaming and voting...the awesome part during their comeback is, we can have a chat at MBLAQ's new MV...and if anyone ask me who is my bias...And I will answer, I have no bias since I like all of the member...I like MBLAQ as a whole (that's why I didn't agree with the sub unit idea)...I have no specific reason of liking MBLAQ...it's not because they're handsome...I just have no reason...
What I want to tell here is..it's not important whether you are senior or junior member..but the most important is you willingness of spending for them....your time and your money...if you're 'so-called-senior' but you didn't help during their comeback,then you're nothing..
Sunday, December 2, 2012
i hate them!!!!!
I HAVE MY OWN STYLE IN STUDY!!!!!
tlg la jgn nk perli2 aku bagai.....aku tau ape yg aku buat...even klau aku x buat tutor tu sume,aku still sedar aku katne...and aku berusaha nak tunjukkan terbaik!!!aku study last minute....dlu kerja aku mne penah siap..n korng nk kecoh pulak....
and btw,ble aku kate nk diet,tolong la sokong or beri semangat ke hape...lg perli ade......bongk tol la dorng nih!!!!!
aku bukan penakot la ngok!!!!!tolong jgn nk mengada2.....da mmg spirit of the coin tuh haram...mmg dasar degil!!!kang 1 blok kne rasuk,ko plak nnt jd gile.....
tlg la....aku nk ido lg 5 bln ngan korng tau x,tlg la buat baik....huh
tlg la jgn nk perli2 aku bagai.....aku tau ape yg aku buat...even klau aku x buat tutor tu sume,aku still sedar aku katne...and aku berusaha nak tunjukkan terbaik!!!aku study last minute....dlu kerja aku mne penah siap..n korng nk kecoh pulak....
and btw,ble aku kate nk diet,tolong la sokong or beri semangat ke hape...lg perli ade......bongk tol la dorng nih!!!!!
aku bukan penakot la ngok!!!!!tolong jgn nk mengada2.....da mmg spirit of the coin tuh haram...mmg dasar degil!!!kang 1 blok kne rasuk,ko plak nnt jd gile.....
tlg la....aku nk ido lg 5 bln ngan korng tau x,tlg la buat baik....huh
Wednesday, November 28, 2012
I'm A+!!all about MBLAQ..
Okay...today i wanna post 2 entries...this is because it's been a long time i didn't post bout MBLAQ in my blog..hehe..(seems like i forget bout them right??)
Oh,btw...Hi!!!!long time no see~~~
idk what should i say for intro.....
1st,i am truly A+(MBLAQ fans)...even that i got lots of bias from others kpop group...MBLAQ still the one though.....hehe....okay i wanna start with their current activities...before make their comeback on january 2013(i hope)...
start with Seungho....it seems he didn't get much activity than perform for overseas concert with MBLAQ...but i think he got a musical(i guess) coz i'm not sure bout this....but currently he's learning and preparing to make songs for their album...(from what i read from other fanpages)
G.O...currently he's so busy with musicals...and some of the variety shows....he's so glamour lately...hoho....and year,he got mustache and beard...it looks more manly...i hope he have this strong image on their comeback next year....so handsome tho!!!
Joon....i think he's the busiest among the members...he currently starring in WGM with Oh Yeon Seo the actress and fr sure...i can't watch it...i'll get heart attack....full of jealousy...huhu..T.T...btw,he also starring on IRIS 2...he's now busy with filming..but i hope his busy schedule never interrupt his personal life and also still got time to prepare for their comeback soon(don't postpone please) :(
Doong....he's the same as Seungho...he currently busy with making songs....he's a great musician ya know!!!just like their dad said(bi rain)..so,i think besides performing in overseas concert with MBLAQ,he's now busy with creating song...
Mir....i thought he's the one who's less busy than other lol..but these days,he's so busy!!!he's now busy mc-ing in all the kpop...along with boom and jaemin....he's more matured now...congrats!!and lately,he also starring in one variety show that just as similar as WGM....that is The Romance and Idol...i thought being a maknae make him looks so childish..but naa.....he's so cool in TRI just like real man..hehe...but still!!!!i got jealous with the girls whoever dating him in the show....T.T
.............................okay.....
MBLAQ also got their variety show lately.it is called idol manager....but now it's already ended!!!yeay!!!but will missed them...huhu.....
and do you still remember bout MBLAQ hello baby???okay after MBLAQ's they continue with B1A4...that also one of my favorite band..but i didn't finish watching it coz i was so busy with studying..just wait till i finished my study in May next year....and after B1A4 finished,now continue with Boyfriend....hm...i really hope Infinite will be starring in hello baby...huhu,...
Okay i'm also interested in Infinite these days....have you watch ranking king??no??then you should watch it!!!that was sooo funny!!!!
okay...thats it...this is about my MBLAQ update...+ alittle bit B1A4,Boyfriend and Infinite...k bye!!
Oh,btw...Hi!!!!long time no see~~~
idk what should i say for intro.....
1st,i am truly A+(MBLAQ fans)...even that i got lots of bias from others kpop group...MBLAQ still the one though.....hehe....okay i wanna start with their current activities...before make their comeback on january 2013(i hope)...
start with Seungho....it seems he didn't get much activity than perform for overseas concert with MBLAQ...but i think he got a musical(i guess) coz i'm not sure bout this....but currently he's learning and preparing to make songs for their album...(from what i read from other fanpages)
G.O...currently he's so busy with musicals...and some of the variety shows....he's so glamour lately...hoho....and year,he got mustache and beard...it looks more manly...i hope he have this strong image on their comeback next year....so handsome tho!!!
Joon....i think he's the busiest among the members...he currently starring in WGM with Oh Yeon Seo the actress and fr sure...i can't watch it...i'll get heart attack....full of jealousy...huhu..T.T...btw,he also starring on IRIS 2...he's now busy with filming..but i hope his busy schedule never interrupt his personal life and also still got time to prepare for their comeback soon(don't postpone please) :(
Doong....he's the same as Seungho...he currently busy with making songs....he's a great musician ya know!!!just like their dad said(bi rain)..so,i think besides performing in overseas concert with MBLAQ,he's now busy with creating song...
Mir....i thought he's the one who's less busy than other lol..but these days,he's so busy!!!he's now busy mc-ing in all the kpop...along with boom and jaemin....he's more matured now...congrats!!and lately,he also starring in one variety show that just as similar as WGM....that is The Romance and Idol...i thought being a maknae make him looks so childish..but naa.....he's so cool in TRI just like real man..hehe...but still!!!!i got jealous with the girls whoever dating him in the show....T.T
.............................okay.....
MBLAQ also got their variety show lately.it is called idol manager....but now it's already ended!!!yeay!!!but will missed them...huhu.....
and do you still remember bout MBLAQ hello baby???okay after MBLAQ's they continue with B1A4...that also one of my favorite band..but i didn't finish watching it coz i was so busy with studying..just wait till i finished my study in May next year....and after B1A4 finished,now continue with Boyfriend....hm...i really hope Infinite will be starring in hello baby...huhu,...
Okay i'm also interested in Infinite these days....have you watch ranking king??no??then you should watch it!!!that was sooo funny!!!!
okay...thats it...this is about my MBLAQ update...+ alittle bit B1A4,Boyfriend and Infinite...k bye!!
Sunday, September 30, 2012
MEMORIES...
our last laboratory class for this sem....hoho!!
with mama ninna....lol
with cutie jue jue...hehe
vishnu yg merayu untuk di capture gambarnye....lol
my lovely panda~~~! <3 p="p">
spending a great time with dearest....lol.....
MY 4th monthsary in KMPP!!
it's has been a long time already...how long??hmmm i guess 3 months??during those 3 months...nothing much happen to me....wake up in the morning,going for classes....eat....study and sleep....that's what i've been doing.....hmm....sometime i do thing it's kinda boring....but sometimes,awesome!!yeah,i can have new friend...new person....new crush...(OMG!!)...mostly i can say....it's fun!!(i guess...>>>)....yeah yeah...i can't lie.....i do have a problem with practicum mate.....sometimes with room mates.....and currently my best friend(is she??)....
1-my practicum mate.....i do like them...like they're my family...but then some of them make me sick of being with them,...that girl called 'f' and i do close to her when we're in our 3rd weeks in kmpp...like she's my new friend(after malia)...but i guess not...malia still the winner...yeay..LOL....when you're with her...yes you'll feel comfortable for the first 2 weeks,and then you'll get sick easily with her...idk y...but she keeps blabbering....everything was wrong to her....seriously...even when i got higher mark than her in english,she didn't seems to accept it....ex. we have muet test...and then she got low mark and need to re-quiz...on the other hand,i got higher mark....and guess what,she said that our discussion topic was easy blablabla....her's was difficult...that's why she got low mark....like,you know what is luck means????!!!!that was all because of luck...just pray...if you want a simple topic....so annoying.....next,her name was 's'....she's like our assistant in the class.....tbh,she didn't look like she is....she never do her work!!!i don't have any title there like secretary,assistant or WSE...but all of the work,i am the only one who did that for them.....like not long ago,we got a ceremony....which is for hari raya....and she never discuss anything regarding to it....till i tols her to do so....who she think i am ???her reminder...it's her job!!!and because of that,she got angry with me...like who cares???i still got back up from our leader....and i guess if she's already okay and calm,i guess she'll work on it...but NOT!!!!all she do is waiting for everything set up(by me) and she have time to make up and everything while i am in messy state...with my unchanged cloth...sloppy looks....that was totally rude!!!!till now,i still can't get along with her....that was my first and last for my practicum mate....others,i still okay....i guess.....hehe.....
2-my room mate...i do get along with them....we always together lately....but there are some words from them that annoys me.....like they know that i am not girlish style who always take care of their looks and places....while i am that messy type....they always compare their place with mine...and one f them,her mouth was so dangerous....seriously....i often touched with her words....but yeah...i dont want any misunderstand in this room,so,just keep quiet...hehe
3-my best friend...my relationship with malia,jiah and rai was excellent!!we always meet up...but there's someone who really bother me....my ex-best friend...sue...idk what's wrong with her...but i guess she's so rude....she's the one who remind us b4 we came here....don't lose this friendship....always meet....but once she met her friend and boyfie i can say,she changed.....WTH?????so now,we decided to just ignore her...lets see if she'll be able to survive with her boyfie....let see how long.....wait,she even went to island with her boyfie........i guess i need to tell her father but this.....
okay thats it!!!!i'll post some picture during my 3 months in kmpp...hehe wait
1-my practicum mate.....i do like them...like they're my family...but then some of them make me sick of being with them,...that girl called 'f' and i do close to her when we're in our 3rd weeks in kmpp...like she's my new friend(after malia)...but i guess not...malia still the winner...yeay..LOL....when you're with her...yes you'll feel comfortable for the first 2 weeks,and then you'll get sick easily with her...idk y...but she keeps blabbering....everything was wrong to her....seriously...even when i got higher mark than her in english,she didn't seems to accept it....ex. we have muet test...and then she got low mark and need to re-quiz...on the other hand,i got higher mark....and guess what,she said that our discussion topic was easy blablabla....her's was difficult...that's why she got low mark....like,you know what is luck means????!!!!that was all because of luck...just pray...if you want a simple topic....so annoying.....next,her name was 's'....she's like our assistant in the class.....tbh,she didn't look like she is....she never do her work!!!i don't have any title there like secretary,assistant or WSE...but all of the work,i am the only one who did that for them.....like not long ago,we got a ceremony....which is for hari raya....and she never discuss anything regarding to it....till i tols her to do so....who she think i am ???her reminder...it's her job!!!and because of that,she got angry with me...like who cares???i still got back up from our leader....and i guess if she's already okay and calm,i guess she'll work on it...but NOT!!!!all she do is waiting for everything set up(by me) and she have time to make up and everything while i am in messy state...with my unchanged cloth...sloppy looks....that was totally rude!!!!till now,i still can't get along with her....that was my first and last for my practicum mate....others,i still okay....i guess.....hehe.....
2-my room mate...i do get along with them....we always together lately....but there are some words from them that annoys me.....like they know that i am not girlish style who always take care of their looks and places....while i am that messy type....they always compare their place with mine...and one f them,her mouth was so dangerous....seriously....i often touched with her words....but yeah...i dont want any misunderstand in this room,so,just keep quiet...hehe
3-my best friend...my relationship with malia,jiah and rai was excellent!!we always meet up...but there's someone who really bother me....my ex-best friend...sue...idk what's wrong with her...but i guess she's so rude....she's the one who remind us b4 we came here....don't lose this friendship....always meet....but once she met her friend and boyfie i can say,she changed.....WTH?????so now,we decided to just ignore her...lets see if she'll be able to survive with her boyfie....let see how long.....wait,she even went to island with her boyfie........i guess i need to tell her father but this.....
okay thats it!!!!i'll post some picture during my 3 months in kmpp...hehe wait
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